And it hits you.

You know those times when you come to realise something profound

When you hear a inspirational quote or a little comment that triggers that memory past.

'Many that live deserve death, some that die deserve life.'

Life... I'm tempted to say life isn't fair, but that's not for me to say.

Who am I to say what should be and what shouldn't. Sometimes it gets so hard for ALL of us. You are not alone in this feeling. I share it with you, as do many others.

John 7:24 (New International Version)

24 "Stop judging by mere appearances, and make a right judgment."

I fear what people think of me all to often. It makes me question who I really am almost daily. These insecurities though... affect even the best of us. Think about the strongest people you know.

Your family

Your youth leader.

Your pastor.

They have all faced and continue to face the problems you do. Even the ones you think you are alone in. Trust me.

I do to.

Its been a week since I got baptised and handed my life over to JC♥

I was instantly blessed with my group at yNEEC and the chance to lead worship.

I opened up so much that I let my guard down. Breaking down the barriers between me and God was IMMENSE ♥

As I came to Him WITH EVERYHING I was free.

Yet when I came back to the 'real world' up went those barriers again and down came the one's against Satan.

You know. I don't know the answer to my problems, but... someone at neec said there was now 365 days that Satan can come in.

I disagree.

There's now 365 days we can let God in again.

With Everything.

And then it hits you.

♥